As I look outside I can’t help but sometimes think about the ugliness in the world. Time continues and I see the curtain of illusion remove itself. Looking through the perspectives of others and how draining the world can be if we let it consume. Life is weird everything is weird but I will continue to try to teach and guide myself. I can at times feel as if I’m falling a part while looking out and carrying on all the pain from this world and myself. It all seems sometimes too heavy for us to keep ourselves up. Making it easy to fall into the everyday life and get lost in it. Lying in comfort of just accepting the worst by watching ourselves fade in the poppyseeds. Dozing away in the comfort of sadness.